We all make mistakes. We all feel guilty about making them, some time or the other. Most of us forget about our misdeeds easily. Some of us keep on reminding ourselves of them. Here is the expression of a person whose guilty conscience and quality of self - criticism help him become a better person. But is he really done with his inner - battle?
Twice I apologized and was lovingly forgiven,
But inside
the heart guilt is hidden.
There’s a
hole in it that cannot be filled,
No matter
what I do I cannot remove this guilt.
If only I
could go in history,
And take
back the misery.
But alas,
that isn’t possible,
Regret
is something which is possible.
In the mind
a storm is brewing,
Reprimanding
and criticizing.
I try hard
to calm it down,
But the
guilt often makes me frown.
Of the guilt
I try hard to get rid,
But how can
I, after what I did?
I accept
that it will always be there,
And for the
future I prepare.
Nevertheless,
all of it transforms me,
Into a fairly
pleasant personality.
Yet there’s
a hole in the heart that cannot be filled.
No matter
what I do I cannot remove this guilt.
